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HELLO YOU.

/7:41 PM

i told you it was a scam. i knew it from the start. today just confirmed it. i dont understand why. is attention really that important? do you want your friends to suffer together with you? yeah. i know at this point of time your life is really downhill. but have you ever thought that it was all your fault. i souldnt say that right. because you are perfect. you are never wrong. pls. sometimes you have to do something if you want your friends to be true and stay by your side. you are making them hate you more. you are losing all your friends. you need to help yourself. nobody else can. you know it too. i can only say im sorry. but i cannot be one of those to help you through this period of time. i think back and today's "mini conference" just caused me to be fuming mad. how many times do you want revenge. how many more times do you want to see your friends suffer. fine. you can say i am not your friend. i forgave you. i did. can you stop acting as if you are the greatest and that everybody has to give in to you. have you ever stop and think for others in your life. have you ever tried imagining yourselves in other's shoes. you have never. all this mental thinking only takes a short while. and it will help you. it will. really. oh god. i am willing to be her friend once again if i can be of any help. i want my class to be full of happy people. i used to hate my class. even till now. but i am trying really hard. i am trying to change my opinion of you people. i have failed. i havent done my duty. im sorry. i'll try to make up to you people ok.. i am truly sorry.

yesh. today was freaking horrible. i ran mass run. haha. PE was kindof crazy. i did not get a chance to really play. nobody would let me. i stood in and did shooting only. then after that when ms wong din realise. i started to play. then she went in and tried to pull me out. gen.li was throwing to me the ball then ms wong bumped into me and she screamed at me. she said i was freezing cold. i was breaking out in cold sweat. i din play after all. then after that we had loads and loads of casualties. 9. oh i should say 8 right. wadeva. i had no mood throughout the day. im freaking sick of her.. cant stand it. i had a misearable day. im sick. went to doc again. fever now. how horrible right. but at least i have voice. haha. YAY!!!

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